from me to you who dont care about me

hey you're there, you're not aware of my love, you're not aware of any honesty my words, you're not aware of my feelings. here, in my heart I just want to be honest about my feelings on you. maybe directly because I'm not an expert in it. you never know what I feel, you never know how heavy I really miss you, you never know how much I really want you. you never know how happy I am to receive a message from you, you never know how hard it is today without seeing you, because you never know how sincere my heart to welcome your love. because you never know how much I needed you, because you never know how much I had hard way with words my feelings at all to you, because you dont know how much I respect you, because you dont know how much I care for you. but until when I have this? until when I have to wait for you? until when I must keep my sense of this?. should I first started to be honest to you? I should first show my feelings?. then what should I do it again? all I do to show my feelings to you? This sucks and make me sad. many people I meet, but only you that makes me very confused like this. every day you know I always pray that you will know my feelings? maybe this is the way my destiny, my life, you admire without the love, for I it’s okay as long as you're happy. and make me love you, too is one of the most beautiful gift. now I just want you to know yourself here my self waiting for you even if I wait until now and hope that now you will understand what I feel. thank you for everything. do not waste time once again to be honest with me because I can read your heart through into your eyes when you looked at me.

IRZHA